Apologize Me..

I'm sorry.
pleasee. . .

I want to write anything happend in my life but my life like a black hole now.
no happiness and just feel DAMN.SHIT.FUCK.

I REALLY WANT TO OUT FROM THIS FUCK CASTIL!!
#CASTIL is my HOME, HOUSE, whatever you call that.

I cant feel anything now. and its really sucks. sometimes I wanna die.
Yesterday, Today and NOW,, I'm tryin' to SMILE but it cant happend.
So I just tryin' to hold my tears. I hope it can works until FOREVER.

I just. . . . . . .  I cant say anything to describe. . . speechlees. . .

This is HOLIDAY but I must to tell myself, CASTIL NEVER HAVE HOLIDAY.

I've really sorry. . .
I really want to write something nice or good for your read but I cant.

Please, apologize me. . .